Clarke Carlisle, a former professional footballer, has revealed his harrowing struggles with alcohol addiction and gambling, which have pushed him to contemplate suicide on two occasions over the past 13 years. The 46-year-old has participated in discussions about his mental health during a rehab session in Scotland.
Background of Clarke Carlisle
Carlisle enjoyed a notable career, playing for clubs like Queens Park Rangers, Leeds United, and Burnley. He was also a chairman of the Professional Footballers’ Association. His journey in football spanned 17 years, and he earned three caps for the England under-21 team.
Struggles with Addiction
In a recent episode of the podcast “Listen Up,” produced by Abbeycare, Carlisle candidly spoke about how alcoholism and gambling affected his life. He described feelings of worthlessness tied to his performance on the pitch. “If I played well, I was a good human,” he remarked, emphasizing how his self-esteem was linked to football.
After suffering a knee injury in 2001, his drinking escalated significantly. He recounted consuming a crate of beer and two bottles of wine daily for weeks, leading to severe depressive episodes. This turmoil culminated in his first suicide attempt.
Life After Football
Following his retirement in 2013, Carlisle faced a prolonged and severe depression. He attempted to take his life again in 2014, shortly after being involved in a traumatic accident, which left him with serious injuries. This led him to a psychiatric hospital where he began to engage in cognitive analytic therapy, which helped him regain some control over his life.
The Importance of Seeking Help
Now a married man with three children from previous relationships, Carlisle is passionate about advocating for mental health support. He encourages individuals struggling with addiction or mental health issues to seek professional guidance. “There are thousands of trained professionals dedicated to your wellness,” he stated firmly.
Community Support
In his current role as a business development executive at Betknowmore, a charity that assists gambling addicts, Carlisle emphasizes the need for open discussions about addiction. Eddie Clarke, the outreach manager at Abbeycare, highlighted the importance of sharing these experiences to help others feel less isolated in their struggles.
Resources for Help
For individuals who find themselves in distress, the Samaritans offer support and can be reached at any time, providing critical assistance. This service is available 24/7, and confidential help can be accessed by calling 116 123.
