Lukas Gage has recently shared pivotal aspects of his life in his memoir titled *I Wrote This For Attention*. The actor, known for his roles in HBO’s *The White Lotus* and *You*, opens up about his personal struggles, including experiences of sexual abuse during childhood.
Childhood Trauma and Sexual Abuse
In the memoir, Gage explains that he was sexually abused by a counselor at an acting camp when he was just 11 years old. The incident involved a disturbing moment where a counselor encouraged him and a girl to disrobe while he watched. Gage recalls feeling detached and anxious during the event, acknowledging the confusion of being both terrified and curious about the situation.
Reflecting on the abuse, Gage writes, “I knew it was wrong as it was happening.” He further discusses the internal struggle that followed, noting, “I felt dirty, and my stomach tensed with fear.” It wasn’t until Gage sought therapy in his 20s that he began to fully understand the implications of that experience.
Reflections on Mental Health
Alongside discussing childhood sexual abuse, Gage addresses his mental health challenges. He reveals his diagnosis of borderline personality disorder, which he feels played a role in his six-month marriage to celebrity hairstylist Chris Appleton. Gage describes the union as “one of the most unhinged things” he’s done, attributing the impulsive decision partly to a “manic episode.”
Career Journey and Notable Experiences
The memoir also chronicles Gage’s career trajectory. He shares the disappointment of being let go from AMC’s *Mad Men*, where he was cast in a role that required him to cover his tattoos. His tattoos led to him being referred to as the “tattoo boy” on set, a label that stuck as the season progressed.
Gage’s career advanced significantly after his roles in projects like *Euphoria* and *The White Lotus*. He fondly remembers the camaraderie he shared with co-stars, particularly his bond with Sydney Sweeney, who helped him navigate the pressures of his rising fame during filming.
Conclusion
*I Wrote This For Attention* is not only an account of Gage’s struggles but also serves as a testament to resilience and growth. By candidly sharing his story, Gage hopes to connect with readers who may have had similar experiences, emphasizing the importance of confronting personal trauma.
For those affected by sexual assault, confidential support is available through the National Sexual Assault Hotline at 800.656.HOPE (4673).
